its been weird, i was at work today, and all i could do was think about crying. i was really depressed. man, i could cry now. *sigh* even weirder, im not supposed to BE sad. things are going great. i have a job, im going to summer school, and im going to start camp next week. yet i still can't shake off this feeling that its so sad. *sigh* im going to finally spend the borders gift card that i got for christmas. i need a good book.